Romanticizing the In-Between

Is it just me?

I’m losing interest in working out. It doesn’t seem fun anymore.I do Pilates by Izzy, and I love her just recently it feels like a chore. I do it to move my body. I’m always just looking to it ending. How do you fall back in love with the art of exercising?

Hi again,

I’m typing this while listening to the new Zayn album. I don’t know how, but I gotta buy the album. I enjoyed his last album so much. He’s my favorite out of all the boys. We miss you Liam.

The other day I was by the lake just creating. I’m not sure if it’s just Aussies, but are people not used to people recording. I got so many stares. Ahhh. I had fun though.

I witness my first actual sunset by the ocean. It was so beautiful such a great way to end this week. I also went to a new suburb frankston. I also got the zayn album. I think I wanna go back to that mall. I didn’t really take the time to really take things in. I felt so happy.

(Some favorites are Side effects, prayers, blooming, like I have you, breathe, omg I love the album.)

Please stream Zayn. I also saw this cute couple. I just love the eye contact he was giving her. You girls be so blessed. I love a man who holds eye contact and is intentional. I’m single don’t mind me. I can’t have my love language fulfilled in the way I want.

I love admiring others.

I started this show called Mistresses it’s so good. I’m already on season 2 please it’s such a great show to cuss at. I always check in everyday with updates, but I don’t have any. I finally finished the host sister’s reading. It was so healing. I love what I do even when it gets hard. I show up anyway.

It’s me again from the beach. Aloha.

I love getting dressed up. It’s so much fun just being glammed up. I felt free. It was just me, and my camera dancing on the beach. All I can be is myself and more. I feel like as women we have to switch our hips a bit harder. I mean be more extra as you walk. You gotta remind yourself even as simple as walking you is that girl period.

I will say today is much lighter.

(I thought I was Beyoncé.)

I’ve felt so lighter this week. The other day my friend gave me a reading about the impending doom of next week. I guess I will update y’all in next week’s blog about whatever happens.

I moved to a new location yesterday the guy reminds me of the hobbits. I love lord of the rings lore. He also gives gatekeeper of the fae in another realm. He’s also my first full Aussie I’ve met. I really like him.

Also the other day I had to sit at the park for 4 hours. I didn’t think I would make it, but these people offered to drop me at the house. I’m so grateful because I was serious about walking to the location.

I pulled this card the other day. If it resonates please comment love to hear what you thought. I believe I’m where I am for a reason. I’m not behind. I do have days where I kind of wanna say fuck it. I keep going anyway.

Anyways I’ve enjoyed this week a bit more than others. I went to the beach on Thursday and saw another sunset. It was pretty cool. I still believe Texas has some of the most beautiful sunsets. I know it’s no ocean, but I still haven’t gone anywhere thats outdone it.

Til next time I shall see you guys soon.

Be Well, Being